Thursday, September 07, 2006
Its too hard for me to let go of you
7-9-2004 the tragedy...

I lost the most precious thing in my life. It's so hard to believe he's been gone for 2 years. He was taken from us much too early. feels like it was yesterday..

Dad, I think of you every single day you are in my dreams every night! But it doesn’t matter as long as your not here in the flesh...

God, wish if I just can turn back time and find myself in your arms again.. I want back that mornings when I used to wake u up and you beg me for 1 more min.I miss your delicious cooks ..cant believe you left us with moms cook (shes a bad cooker) miss your laughter your anger .. miss kissing you after coming back home from exhausting day at work..i miss sitting on your lap teasing mom.. then bagging her to forgive you(Always ends up with 20 K.D) miss driving with you showing me how to make betweens (im a crazy driver..u made me one)

I cant believe that I couldn’t have the chance to say goodbye,give you the last kiss you always loved my kisses!..all did,except me!!why??still cant find the answer..i blame myself for that every single day..i tried to call you at that moment but you never picked up I thought you were ignoring me..didnt know that you were already in the arms of the angels!!

Cant forget the scene in the church..thousands of ppl were there crying for the loss, non of them believed what was happening…too many ppl loved you and will miss you!Its just hard to see someone you love to be taken from you suddenly.. with no warnings!

Dad ,You always had faith in me, and I know you were always proud of me though I made so many mistakes lately but I was your spoiled princess and you forgive me..

I can feel your spirit your soul inside me I can feel you in my heart,i can feel u guiding me..and im taking your path now.. Be sure that i`ll keep your name shining as it was always ( Yalli khallaf ma mat)

Thank you for all the blessings you have brought into my life and thank you for always being my guardian angel.

I love you and I miss you.
Allah yer7amak ya bayyi..


11 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

sorry for ur loss babe. he is a great father and u turned out to be a great person that all are proud to know. Your dad would be proud of you, im sure he looks down at u now with a smile and a look of pride and satisfaction when he sees what a lady his little girl has turned out to be. Loving, caring, successful, funny, hard working, and a crazy driver indeed. As for ur mom's cooking, im gonna tell her... nanana:P Allah yir7amo.

Blogger Noush0 said...

Fonz:
Thank you babe
(as for mom..ur not telling her right? lol)

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm :D

Anonymous Anonymous said...

maybe :P

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Donuts and Nationalities, our attitude wont change. You thought they cant eat donuts? "Lebanese or foreigners" lebaneese are not foreigners?

Blogger Rampurple said...

sorry for ur loss noush... like u said.. yalli khallaf ma mat

Anonymous Anonymous said...

babe... allah yer7amo noush.. I don't want to think of the day i lose one of my parents bas ba3ref that this has to happen eventually.. From what i read, i can tell he left a mature good girl o metel ma2elty ente o ram.. elly khallaf mamat 7abebti

Anonymous Anonymous said...

habibi noushy allah yir7amo w 3ataki 3omro. w i think that he didnt leave you. he is still in your heart and in your soal. and he is with angels praying for you and protecting you. w im sure he is proud to have a mature caring daughter like you. w 3anjad yali '7alaf ma meat.

Blogger Warda said...

Allahh yer7oooma inshallahh
:( ....it's hard to lose a loved one and especially a parent ...bs il khalaf ma mat ...oo entay mashallah 3alaich you're a wonderful, sweet, nice, kind, friendly and a hard working person :) oo Allah yekhaleelech your mom oo ye6awelich ib 3omer-ha ya rab :*

Blogger Noush0 said...

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Blogger Noush0 said...

Ram..thanks 7abibi!

Chika..Thanks babe,Allah yikhalilek ahlek!!
I know it has to happen eventually..bas its so hard to accept it.

Natoul..merci 7ayeto,im sure of that too,but as i was sayin its hard to accept that he wont be here anymore in flesh..al 7amdlla anyways alla ykhalili al mama my brothers and my sweet sis!

And Welcome To My Blog!!!;)

Warda 7abibiti thank you vwey much wou allah yikhalili yakom ba3ed!:) mwaahh

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